>> take me to your heart..

fabricating ~~lies~~ to cover up the truth, was just ~~not~~ the right thing to do. and if this was destined to be ~~our~~ ending, then we should ~~end~~ it gracefully too. holding back my tears on our last goodbye, ~~our~~ love did not last but at least we tried. i ~~did not~~ have the courage to say this in front of you, but as you turn your back and walk away, i can only grimace and say... " iloveyou.. "

M I C H E L L E

all those ~~beautiful~~ memories
are buried with my tears
its just an empty illusion
which ~~disappears~~ with time
now my heart is shattered
into bits and pieces
with those thoughts of YOU
imprinted deep inside my mind
no amount of tears
can bring YOU back once more
i am bleeding deep within
because of the plight we are in
did fate play a part
or was the fault with us?

-me;MICHELLE-

Friday, April 07, 2006

the week was boring la except for the fact that common tests r over and we can take a breather finally. only JUST cos 3 more wks it mid yr pia-ing all the way le carn afford to slip up jus realised getting gd results in tests can benefit alot frm it including more praises less naggin and of cos more 'rewards' anyway i did a stupid thing on thurs cos i was trying to write a birthday testi for hannah but when i gt to her page, guess wat i found out, i havent add her there yet. so in the end i gave her a belated one and anyway went training on wed was tired out thoroughly cos its like no stamina no training feel so useless on the court but i promise to wrk hard for next yr thou. trying my best to catch up. hope to pia for mi mid yr too cos i feel so helpless in my humans la.

anyway today damn bored walked out wif qiumei and ah mah so long nv talk wif ah mah liao had a nice talk wif her while listening to songs went to parkway to buy some stuff o ya and mini toons gt this crazy 40% discount storewide everyone like free laidat snatch and their baskets were so damn full. but its hilarious thou tts wat i call the spirit of singaporeans forever so kiasu. XD so 2nd day liao my parents go overseas enjoying SOME peace hope my sis school organise camps soon so i can enjoy REAL peace by then. haha excited sia my parents rarely leave us alone laidat. enjoying as much as i can now.

o ya gt something that i dun like i gt this dumb bossy aunt staying over to look after us then we play comp 2hrs oso say long 4 hrs oSo long 6 hrs OSO long then when is short. so dumb la. freaking me and my sis out totally and she treats us like wat laidat fone cannot use, 10pm must slp, cannot watch tv, cannot take afternoon naps, luckily my mum's better this one's a control freak sia. pls la ppl tired tts y mus slp rite think y mus waste tym slping no brainer and play comp obvious is bcos its fun she say there's nth fun in it like wth la. jus bcos she dno how to play doesnt mean its not fun k. computers r the best things ever invented on EARTH till now. its brilliant so dun criticise it.

still thinking of YOU at 4:49 PM